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Tuesday, 11 August 2009

  • see if you can figure out what these mean

    I got these from the book Hunted. It is the fifth book that P.C Cast and her daughter Kristin Cast. The first book is called Marked. So enjoy my favorite sayings in the book. Think about what they make you feel....

     

    Shadows in shadow

    He watches through

    dreams

    Wings black as Africa

    Body strong as stone

    Done waiting

    The ravens call.

     

     

     

    Eyes watching always

    Shadows in shadows they wait

    A black feather falls

    First accepted, loved

    Then betrayed-spit in the face

    Vengeance sweet like dots

     

     

     

    They done

    Wrong

    Like ink from a busted pen

    Thrown away 'cause of someone else

    Used up

    But he come back

    Dressed in night

    Fine as a king

    With his Queen

    The wrong

    Made right

    So right

     

     

    What once bound him

    Will make him flee

    Place of power-joining five

    Night

    Spirit

    Blood

    Humanity

    Earth

    Joining not to conquer,

    Instead to overcome

    Night leads to Spirit

    Blood binds Humanity

    And Earth completes.

     

     

     

    He comes back

    Through blood by blood

    He returns

    Cut deep now

    Like me

    Humanity saves him

    Will he save me?

Saturday, 01 August 2009

  • Feel like major crap

    okay lets see I have a lot to post this time. Where to start???? I'll start from the beginning. Okay Mark and I would have been dating for a year, but he started acting weird and stuff so yeah he pulled away from me all of the time. So on Tuesday the 28th of July he broke up with me OVER THE PHONE. I took it in and all I did was laugh. In side I wanted to cry my eyes out, but I knew that it would just have just made it even worse. He sounded sad enough as it was. I knew it was coming, my mom kept telling me to break it off with him first. I told her that I wouldn't do it. My family( well the people that I live with) didn't help me at all. After he broke up with me I felt like a bullet went through my heart. I just wanted to die. I'm still dying, every day that he comes to my mind it reminds me of the last thing he said to me on Sunday "Whatever my choice is I will always be there for you" then he patted me on the shoulder and walked away. Half of me hates him and the other part still loves him and that is the part that I'm trying to get rid of.

Friday, 31 July 2009


  • (To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 3's of Me, tag 26 people - in the right hand corner of the app - then click publish.)

    Three names I go by:
    1. Alli
    2. Allison
    3. Devil! hahahaha good times

    Three Jobs I have had in my life:
    1. babysit
    2. babysit
    3. babysit

    Three Places I have lived:
    1. Denver, Colorado
    2. Peoria, IL
    3. Morton,IL
    Three Favorite drinks:
    1. Doctor Peper
    2. Mountan Dew
    3. lemonade
    Three TV Shows that I watch:
    1. don't watch tv.

    Three places I have been:
    1. Wisconson
    2. Indiana
    3. ?????????????

    People that call me regularly:
    1. Mark
    2. mom
    3. my friends

    Three of my favorite foods:
    1. Sishi
    2. pizza
    3. ?????????????
    Three friends I think will respond:
    1. Taylor Girls!
    2. Nicole Wright
    3. Margo
    Three Things I am looking forward to:
    1. driving
    2. getting a good edication
    3. going to colage and after settle down with some one.

    Three Things that are always by your side:
    1. My glasses
    2. my thomb drive
    3. My phone

Saturday, 20 June 2009

  • Hey everyone what's up? Well let's see... My rents are building an addition on the back of our house. Humm... I have almost finished one of my books. Mark and I will be dating for 11 months on the 30th of June! My little 10 month sister smacked her head on the bath tub and cut herself under the eye, I almost passed out. She's alright though. So yeah I think that is about it.

     

     

    Ttyl!

Monday, 13 April 2009

  • Hey everyone! I know it's been a while, but it's not like anyone looks at my weblog, anyways I've been busy. Mark and I have been dating for almost 9 months. Thanks for sticking with me for so long! Well got to go see ya!

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

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  • I have a million siblings ( not really it just seams like it). I am quiet and not very out going. I love it when it is cloudy outside. I have a cat and a dog. My biggest problem right now is being single. I hate it so much, but life goes on. Can't do anything about it.

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  • Allifire
    I don't know what i am doing this weekend. Probably spending it with you.
    • Posted 10/14/2008 12:53 PM
    • by Allifire
  • bunchofbananas
    next weekend*
  • bunchofbananas
    hey, what you doin this weekend?
  • Allifire
    Oh whatever.
  • bunchofbananas
    Your right, your worse...Much worse. Lol. Tot.
  • Allifire
    im not as mean as i look